As a little girl, I always knew when I grew up I wanted a big family. As I got older, I feared I wouldn't have one! I got married at the young age of nineteen to my high-school sweetheart. After almost two years of marriage, we decided to start trying to conceive. A whole year passed by, but I was still barren, and my biggest fear had become a reality!
We started fertility treatments and nothing. Infertility put a strain on my marriage and me. My husband and I disconnected and separated for 3 months! We eventually worked things out with a lot of prayers. (Ten years and going strong, he has been my rock!)
We decided to try again. Fertility treatments started and continued for two years. My soul was drained, my body was drained and one day I just heard a voice whisper, "Let it go, I've got this."
So that day I stopped. I stopped the treatment. Stopped the worrying, stopped the doubting , I just stopped! I gave it all to God and accepted that it was out of my hands!
Three months later, sitting at work I heard that tiny little voice in my head say, "You're pregnant." Of course, I brushed it off. I still had 7 days before my period was due. Oh, it kept pushing, "Gloria, you're pregnant."
So, I took a test telling myself, "This is stupid, you're not pregnant, you're crazy!" Sure enough, 3 minutes later there were two faint lines! (After thousands of 1-lines I was shocked!)
I praise God every day for my blessing. I gave birth to my 8 lb. redheaded, blue eyed boy on 7/20/2014!
Through my journey God taught me patience, and increased my faith, he taught me how to let things go that I can not change, he taught me to rest and lay my worries at his feet!
I still struggle sometimes. Recently, I had a miscarriage. I was and still am so heartbroken! But I know my God has me in his arms. I long to give my son a brother or sister, but I know it's all in God's timing! If God would have answered my prayers at the age of 20, I would not have my sweet, sweet boy who is perfect in every way in my eyes.
We celebrate what God has done in you Gloria. And we give glory to God for what He has done! May you always hear His whispers over you, even when it seems impossible.